~ BooYa ~

2005-12-12T21:30:00.000-08:00

Good afterno0n...!! Its Haf been so long tat i didnt update my bl0g.. Today, i decided to update coz sumthing had happened to my life.. Firz of all i juz wanna sayy to my dear bestfriend, Hur Zaimah, I Miss You.. =))..
Yesterday, on 12 December 2005.. i went out with my Frens.. Quite Fun uh.. Take2 pictures.. Haha.. and Yesterday, sum0ne tat i Love sound me... Huhu...!! at 530 We Proceed to city hall.. we Reached There ar0und 6++... Then we met 3 gals at Far East... Then we start To move... walking out the street.. haha...! we decided to go to the Esplanade.. we took bus 106... Reached Esplanade, went to the rooftop... Ahh.. Lots of couple..!!! Bored... Then suddenly.. He asked me to follow him... only both of us... die ckp.. theres sumthing he wanna tell me while Hold my hand n kiss .. ahh.. damn..My heart was pumping so fast..! 10.45 we make a move... took mrt towards wo0dland.. hmmp... hehe.. a sweetest moment... He whispered to my ear n says " I LOVE YOU "...
weee.~!!.. n i replied to him.. whispered to his eat n said tat.." I LOVE U TOO"..haha...=D
hMmp...
Before we reached esplanade... we went to Giordano.. n Found a MICKEY MOUSE BLACK SHIRT.. me n him decided to buy it... yup baby.. so0n eh...!! not 0nly tat.. we also wanna buy a BLING BLING CROWN.. hehekz...Pink colour.. kk..?? Bestnyeeee...~!!!
Orite peepz...Take care aite..??
Daar...

2005-10-17T22:44:00.000-07:00

"Yeah, Um, I think ima try somthin that i aint,
that i aint neva did before on this one, lets go"
Woho0o0o..! Listeniing to Ludacris song.. Blueberry yum yum..! =9.. Its a Relax s0ng Yet It makes Me wanna gro0ving on da fl0or.. ..! Fuhoo0oo..! =))
Had a Great tyme today.. Eventhough i nvr go out.. buden.. I Can Still Feel The "happy tyme".. Huhu..!
I noticed tat... for a c0uple of mOnth... I nvr heart2 brOken mahh..! hehekz.. Coz.. Tak in any relatiOnshiip.. Release all TensiOn..!=D
Sumtymes i Feel lOnely.. But nah.. Its ok Dude.. IM ok with iit..! Still 16.. Young lag..! There is m0re Important thiing Than Tat Thiing..=p..
Me n shafiq... Frenz... huhu..! i loo00ooike.. like as in.. i dun wanna be enemy to anyone... hehe... kan go0d gal..=))... tau.. tkyh ckp...=D.. im the one whu starts the conversati0n..say sorry all tat.. n now.. ok2 lah...like we used to be.. and..... Fahmi.... seems to Mad with me.... Oh gosh..! wat am i goiing to do..?? haiz.. nvm.. later he call me.. i will talk with hiim..!
Tadi ckp taknk matae2 eh.. hahakz.. ni bukan matae.. ni kwn je.. good fren...=))...
Oriite.. Nak sleep...
Take care..=D

2005-10-13T21:22:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...

Da Lame Tak upDate.. Huhu..!

Kinda Lazy.. Setan bertepek2 kat bdn..=))

I've changed my skin..! Comment..

Ade Bad.. n Go0d news...

I will start Wif a bad bews firz..

Actually, its not really a bad news f0r me..

only dat.. i BASTARD sum0ne..

Im a Bad gal..

i knew it.. im wr0ng..

im so s0rry Shafiq.. I Br0ke ur heart..

Like siidiq sayd to me..

" U lah.. mcm ular... "

Yup..i Noe.. sayy wadeva u wanna say boy

sampai korg puas..

sampai korg penat...

Tu satu hal..

Yang lagi satu... i fought with siddiq..

Its all ab0ut Bad Talk of other ppl..

Salah tau..! tak baik...!

masih belum terlambat lagi korg nk minta maaf kat die...

susah eh nk tutup mulut org..

bulan puase..bulan baik...

Buatlah bende yg faedah..

Tak gune kutuk-mengutuk org...

semua kat dlm dunia ni tak sempurna ...

Dun call urself " bdk baik.."..

i hate it boy.. u dun mean it..

bdk baik takde mengutuk org lain...

wat..? org sume tak tau hati budi korg..?

wakaka....wat talking u..?

Hmmp..!

Tak fhm eh.. there..i syd it..

SEMUA KAT DUNIA NIE TK SEMPURNA..

Faham tak..?

Die baru 13.. takyh lah kutuk2..

die buat salah.. tegur ngan care baik uh..

The sight of her make u wanna puke?

Hahakz.. asal..?

Dlm islam takde suro kite benci org kan..?

I fight with u..i called u mcm2 dat day..

i didnt mean it...

im sorry uh..!

enuf uh ....

Boy.. masih belum terlambat..antara nk atau taknk..=))

Go0d news...

Me n him.. Dah 0k like we used to be..

i Lyke t0kiing to him on da ph0ne..

msg with every single day..

Chat wif him everytime we r online..

Rememba ya.. My hunnie bunnie..

ur Pr0mises To me..

-- Cut ur hair...!!..

Today.. u w0n rite..?

Firz place??

Dpt Gold cup? wee.~~!

Hahakz.. Congrats ..!

=))

Im waiiting fer u ..!

Msg me ler....

Call me aite..! today..!

Orite... Till here den..

Take care aite..!

BubbYe..!

Love u all...

2005-10-07T10:56:00.000-07:00

Hiex..! Lifee iiS Gettiing Moree interestiing...!
Its been 7 days since i update my blog... Very bz with my work..n dun feel lyke updatiing sumore.. haha.. suddenly.. lyke sumone asked me to update.. Rajiin uh... kk.. i thiink i better cut the crap.. duh..!

last sunday..2nd of oct0ber..if im not wr0ng.. i met.. siddiq..shafiq..fahmi..amrul..indra..dah lah..tu jer.. hahakz... with mirah.. shes da one yg nak meet shafiq.. hmm...well..i prefer dun tell ya all y she wanted to meet them all.. Before we met all of them...me n mirah went to jurong point...duh...tak sampai 5 min.. hehe... very packed.. then we took a bus...straight to lot 1.. baru lah meet dorg.. quite fun...kk..enuf of tat sunday..

Today..the 3rd of ramadhan.. 1st day of ramadhan..its fun.. hehekz.. but..i never went to terawih...coz.. my beloved fren,Hur zaimah, got problems with her b0y.. so..i accompanied her to her boy's house... waited n waited tak timbul2.. fr0m 8.00 to 10.00... at last around 10.30.. baru nk kuar.. haiz... 12.00am..i reached home.. thank god my mom n dad tak marah..* berkat bulan puase.* hahaha....nonsense.. kk...

The next day...2nd of ramadhan.. tak puase... hehe..ade reason uh... hmmp..! but its not a valid reas0n... Well its ok... i will pay it.. yesterday...Tot of goin out with mirah..but then...we just slack ar0und kat mirah's house.. den my house.. end uup a boriink day for me.. Help my sis masak.. den 5.35...went down to fetch my sis.. at night... g yew tee ngan mirah...Juz bought two packed of clip..like duh..! haha..

Today...The 3rd of ramadhan.. Im fastiing.. Hehe.. Good gal eh..? a loads of thing nk buat... Im changiing..seriously...im tryiing my best.. * aamin *.. kk..

Till here den..

take care peepz..

oops...n not forgetten...

Happy 43th befdae to my mom..

May allah bless u..

* aamin *

2005-09-29T02:46:00.000-07:00

Today...i haf a new fren..hahakz..fahmi..teng.! yah..its fun chattiing with him..! mean it...kk..
Today...syafiq msg me...n it sounds lyke this..nah..i dun thiink i shud post it..PERSONAL... but i can tell u sumthiing.. He wan to noe me better then he will make a decision..! okie.? yah..!
hahakz.. wateva..
kk..ain..! wat tyme is it? wen ur going to sleep..?
hahakz..k guyz..
its 2.46 oredy..
n me still awake..
tomorow need to wake up at 8..
ahh..!
kk..
i take a nap firz..
okk..?
tata..

2005-09-27T22:44:00.000-07:00

[[ English version..]]

I lykee u..! how am i going to tell u?

I talk with u once..but it seems tat i noe u 4 a long tyme..

i dunno y..

i tried to forget about ya..n think about other guy..

but i cant...

i cant stop thinking about ya...

i really mean it...

i told ur fren not to tell u about my feelings towards u..

n he said tat u knew it..

u knew it n u didint give any sign..

so...i think the result will be NO..

No..i cant have u..

No...i cant talk with u..

No.. I cant be with u..

No.. i cant lyke u nimore..

No.. i cant see u nimore..

aggh..!

N he said tat..

i must try my best to get u..

wat for..?

u knew it rite..?

so...it wont make sense..

He wish me good luck..

yah..wat i got is..

BAD LUCK..

Hmmm..

** penah jugak aku sukekn lelaki..But its not same...i lyke u...u r different from others..i cherish u ..haiz..Will ****** be mine..? nope..!! The answer is No..Wake up ain... wake up from ur world of fantasy..! **

2005-09-26T17:56:00.000-07:00

Do i need To tell him ? Keeping this secret wont make any sense..

I need sumone to talk...

ade lah dlm 2 tige org yg sudi mendengar..

But i dunno y..I dun think tat they are the person..

They are not the person tat i wanna share my problem with...

At firz..i dunnot believe in TRUE LOVE..

even my sis..

she didnt believe at all..

But wen she found her MR RIGHT..

He do believe..

N Now..they live happily..lyke no problems at all..

Now its me...

I dun believe it..

I used to changed boy..

i Dun appreciate it the love they poured to me..

wat i wan is..ENJOY..!!

The reason i wanna break off with them is..

I still Young..n i need to enjoy..!!

Yah..i noe..its lame n stupid reason..!! wat can i do..

i am stupid..!!

Now.. i really regret..

But It doesnt mean tat i wan them back...

I changed..because of tat sumone..

I met him ..

Sumone who make my eyes cant stop looking at him..

sumone who really changed me..

the way i talk..lyke minah2..

the way i dress..like prositute..o_O..

Tankz..really appreciate it..

Does u noe tat i lyke u boy?

Do u noe tat i cant stop thinking about u..?

yah..im ego person..!

wen people ask me wether i lyke u..

i will answer a straight NO...!

haiz..But now.. i really miss-ing u..

Wat can i say is..

My love grows stronger..everytime i think about u..

never fades away...

* hahakz..jiwang la plak..!! but..watever written up there..its sincerely comes from bottom of my heart..!! not a poem..or not a word juz for fun...

i mean it..!!ok..Enuff of that..*

ok peepz..

Till here..

do take care..!!

[[ Hugs n kisses..]]

2005-09-24T16:05:00.000-07:00

" Hello..! ain ade..? " Damn..! i was shocked..!! Syafiq..!! he called me ..!! aggh..!! But its just for a min..!! coz..i need to change my sim card..haha..so tat i can talk2 with him lame2..=) Den.. i tell sidiq to tell syafiq to call me..haha..den syafiq kol..n we talk2..!! hahakz..sian sidiq jadik org tgh..!! =D
It was a good coversation after all. Fun to talk with him..BUT.. yeah..still have the but..im kinda shy man...hahakz..COZ...Sidiq told him everything..!! agghh!! u sidiq..!! bbl pun mcm malu2 sey...siot u sidiq..thank god die takde pape..hahakz..but i dun wanna tell sidiq nimore..:p.. hehekz..
His voice totally sedap seyy..!! ni pun sidiq g bilang..!! Hmm..Today he got match at lakeside..so we talk only for awhile... coz die nk tido..n nk call his frenz..hmm..den after dah talk with him...i switch on da computer..n..oh gosh!! Sidiq PM me..hahakz... to sidiq..: Sorry sidiq..dah terlalu seronok bbl ngan syafiq..:p well..im chatting with sidiq..hehekz..
orite2..till here den ..n tak lupe jugek *mcm artis plak eh* to shafiq a.k.a Sapitos.. thanks for da pic.. yeah..i put oredy..nice or not? hehekz..
Tale care peepz..
Peace ouTz..

2005-09-23T22:07:00.000-07:00

" u noe wat..? syafiq ade ati kat u.."

Wow...wasnt it Sweet..? hahakz..sial uh..but i dunnno wether its true or hmm..u noe i noe...wakaka..but seriously..i was damn happy..yeah i mean it..!! But..dun too much yah.. it was just a GOOD SIGN..!! hahakz..

Hmm.. Yesterday Went to yew tee...aCtually i wanna buy food for my dad..But then..mirah asked me naik AIR FORCE...aggh!! damn..!! Fun..but its really make my heart goes..hmm..dunno lah..but seriously...my heart can go out u noe..wakaka..like cartoon..! hahkz..i enjoyed.. yeah..n yesterday..there is sumone nk kenal2..! firz they seems to kacau2.."psst..psst" hahakz..i tot org bangla or thailand or watsoeva....! den wen i turn back..the one who wearing blue t-shirt really make me cair..wakaka.. Hmm..den i buat bodo..as if nuthing happened..We all went to toilet..then...dah kuar toilet..Their fren called me..n said.." dorg nk kenal2.." sambiL Pointing to both of them..hahakz...Yah2..i gave my no..n straight to Mcdonald..hmm..

Orite peepz..till here den...

take care u all...

Peace out..!!

2005-09-20T15:48:00.000-07:00

____ Lovers or Friends? _____

When we first met,
I thought our love was true.
But know I see it wasn't,
For it left me blue.
First we were friends,
But then our feeling grew.
We one day saw we were in love,
Which was something new.
We didn't know what to do from then on,
If we should fallow our heart,
Or just stay friends.
Lovers, we thought would be smart.
But then you met someone new,
And left me.
How could you be so mean,
How could you flee?
I guess we crossed the line,
For we are no longer friends,
I thought you'd love me,
To the bitter end.

____ Cheater? ___

You Loved...
I Loved...,
You wanted trust...
I gave you trust...,
You swore...
I believed...,
You Lied...
I found out...,
You CHEATED...

_____ Never Be with u...____

You made me cry

You tore me apart

You left me in tears

You shattered my heart
It wasn't your fault

I guess it was me

For love can't be forced

Perhaps we weren't meant to be
It still doesn't help

Now that I know

Because for some reason

My heart won't let go
I've tried more than once

To get over you

But you make it so hard

With cute things that you do
I thought love was joy

But I've got nothing to gain

Just sorrow, tearsAnd a little more pain
The day the pain started

Reality came too

It was the day that I realized

I'll never be with you

2005-09-20T15:05:00.000-07:00

As u noe..i went to one event rite.. I met all new friends..and finally..i also met sumone...cant take my eyes off him..he totally cute..! But...Not more den dat..coz... aggh..!nuthing2..!! cannot tell u all...its very dangerous..!
Yesterday..i msg-ed rudy using other no. and act tat i was efa.. n im 19.. i looking forward to meet him up.. u noe wats his reaction..? totally gatal.!! i mean it... i sent him my cousin pic..she damn pretty but attached..n he said.."ok2 tomorow u call me.".then i said "wat for.? tomorow i call u rudy..we meet at 657... ok at 2pm..dun late..!! make sure confirm..!!" amek kau ubat..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate u..!!! Den..me myself..nurain...came down juz noe...hahakz..me n kak kit.. n we saw RUDY..!! i juz walk infront him n laugh2 with kak kit...then tis rudy tgk aku...!! i step staring at him juz now..n i asked kak kit.." eh kak..!! muke die mcm kenal uh..!! one of my anak melayu frens uh..!!! sape eh name die..?? " den rudy turn back n smile..den i smile at him... then kite jalan..!! tyme aku nk alik..die msg aku..!! " ey browndollie..juz now was u eh..?? asal tak talk2 sey.." den i replied.." who u waiting for juz now? " he answered.." my fren..but she bubble me sia..fed up..." den..the CONVERSATION ENDED THEREBINGIT sia..!! aggh..!!!!!! bile aku nk meet kau..kau ckp [[ huh? so fast..? wait for my leg baik uh..]] damn rudy..!!!! i really hate u..!!! aggghh!!! - ok enuf of tat stupid lil guy...-

Niway..i dunno wat to update uh..!! juz wanna LET GO my feelings..tat rudy Really make me uncomfortable..!!

yah..!! yesterday i msg-ed my new fren...Hyder..he gerek seyy... summore he really cute..!! hehekz...

nah tats all i think...
take care..:p

2005-09-17T23:32:00.000-07:00

___ Booya ___

Helo..didnt update for yesterday..lazy uh..!! now..im not Lazy..!! heekz.~!..Today was fun..!!
Juz Now..went to 704.. got tat rc events.. so..i went with mirah n yasmin..heekz..~!..my intention went there was just wanna KILL my BOREDOM.. very bored sey at home...Didnt work Summore..!! aT firz was lyke SHIT..very mendakz..!! hahakz... we followed mirah all over the place..like duh...!! nvm..its fun..hahakz...
We..[[ me..mirah..yasmin..]] g playground...juz wanna slack at there..!! while waiting for alif [[ yasmin's boy ]] to come over..!! aggh..mcm nk suro kawin plak.malu2...kekeke... den... mirah's senior,indra,came to us..he wanna join coz die ckp mendak..!! den kite talk2.. we asked indra to call tat aliff....in few minutes...indra came ALONE..i repeat ALONE..was lyke shit... aliff bingit coz juz now ppl kacau2 him with yasmin..aiyooo..its normal lah... den me n mirah nk g sane...indra oso wanna follow..so we go to da next blk besides tat playground uh... one boy called mirah..i tink aidin..hahakz..dunno lah..
" sombong sak kau....".. n we sat n round table...tat boy came to us n joined... then mirah jalan sak..tinggl kn aku..!! hahakz..!! den fad came..aggh..!!! so damn cute... BUT..mirah lyke him..i cannot lebih2... hehekz..tat fad say hi to me summore..mirah was lyke jealous..aggh..i can see it... its ok mirah..i wont OVER to him..hehekz..[[like real]] yah2...i promise..keke... u can take fad as u wan...hahakz...
enough of fad...!!
now we talk about RUDY..!! hahakz..i miss him soo much sia..for a month didnt contact each other...i tried msg him..he replied..!!! die accident..! kesian seyy..!! kaki patah..!! hua...!! nvm laling..!! hahakz..ape nie..gile ke..kakakak...TOday i msg rudy.." halo..watcha doing.? " n he replied..." kat umah kwn uh..tgh bbl ngan kwn la.."..huh?? cam mepek kan...then i replied.." wow..!! sounds lyke dun wanna msg with me..eh..nvm lah...its ok.." hehe..step je.. den die ckp.." no lah..takde lah..mane de..da mamam? tak kuar juz now?? " hahakz...sayang jugak die..wakaka...but really uh..rudy very baik....not more den tat...
hakz..tired uh..heekz..~!..
till here den...
tata..

2005-09-15T21:50:00.000-07:00

aggh...Today very Da boriink sia.. went to my workplace to collect all my stuff..! Shit u..Because of u boy..im Quit..!!! sial uh..Fed up...!! Stress..!
** ingatkan dpt gaji penuh..siak uh..dpt half..pun tak sampai uh..**..siap uh rayyan..aku mintak kau uh..!! aggh..!! geram..geram... dah nk kene keje tempat emak..siak uh..!! sheesh..!! ok change da topic..!!

Today..! My ex [ din ] replied my msg..haiz...totally lame...! talk about our relationship again... haiz.. wat am i gonna answer him?? shit.!! i dun wanna be in any relationship! Im not ready... nnt uh..dah besra baru leh pikir bende2 ni sume...! stress uh klu fikir2...aite..!!
Dun feel lyke updating... stress up..!!

daar..

2005-09-14T01:21:00.000-07:00

*Daniel rayyan*

yeah..tat guy..! i used to call him MACHO guy..but...didnt mean tat i lyke him aite? i noe da limit to be friends with an attched guy..! hes da one who offered me to tumpang him..hes da one who asked me to follow him..hes da one whu ..aggh..! cant stop thinking about that..! his gal came to me n said tat..eh pompan..takde jantan lain? asal die jugek kau nk..? tak laku eh..? perampas..wasnt it hurt? of coz..mind ur wait sis..im not tat type of gal..yg tis boy oso..dunno lah wat to sayy.. shhesh~!...im not come to work not because of tat gal..! im confused..! coz rayyan used to fetch me..n send me home..since his gal lain shift..dah tolak pun..still pakse..fu** uh..! mmg tk salah...but ur gal was lyke shit..! *sorry to say that * but its true.. so boy..i dun wan to tumpang u nimore..bus n mrt a lots sakz..haiz..!
Nuh..very the bingung..
damn!!!!!! aggh..!

2005-09-13T12:45:00.000-07:00

___ Booya ___

Heekz.~! im back with more action..!! hua3..!!
im so damn happy...now wat? my ex reply my msg...yeah2..! n we tok about our relationship..!!! hahakz...den he added...hes not ready for a relationship...booya..!! nvm...i oso dun wan to be in any relationship..we be friends aite..?? its beta kan? we still young..for me im still young uh..for u..dah tue..!! hahakz...lots of things i blom tau..heekz..~! k..ain dah bebual..
today im happy..coz yesterday i was really sad...coz...Chico been eliminated...siakenz u all..!! very the low siak his marks... aggh..!!.. wateva it is..ur still cute...stay cute chico... hehe...left only one hope..!! Irwan..!! i looike his style... n his teeth..wakaka..!! Hmm..stupid ain..!!
Den..juz now i went to lot 1...insyirah pierced her ear..hehekz..good uh u..never cry...strong gal...den went to ice lemon tea..buy belt..buy earins..tot of buying billabong cap..coz my mom offered it..but den..its wasting my mom money niwae...so i tolak her offer..hehekz..~! sayang seyy...nvm..
orite... im listening to ibnor riza song..mimpi tak suda..hahakz...very the touching...i looike the lyrics...buahaha...
Till here den..damn ngantuk..i woke up at 8..i slept at 5...imagine...juz 3 hour..!!mane cukup..!!!!
k nk tido...
Tata..

2005-09-13T03:38:00.000-07:00

Hola Back gal..

Haiz..New Blog..Tat BloG was LyKe ShiT..CannOt OpeN Da SErVer..

Nvm..EnJoy DoiNg New Blogg..=D

Hakz..WeeLL... NuThiNg To Sayy..CoZ Im SleePy..

LaTer i UpDaTe Moree..aIte?

Till Here..DaaR..

__ ~ BooYa ~ __

~ BooYa ~